Christmas Christmas!

Work ended slightly earlier because it's Christmas Eve. I rushed home in order to accompany my mom a little cos i know she can't be celebrating Christmas with her Mahjong mates. hahah... So i ate the Chicken Pie she brought home, it's nice. I gulped a huge bowl of Green Bean Soup which she loves to cook so much that it's the 3rd consecutive day i'm eating it. We also shared a small piece of some wine-mixed Christmas cake. It's always so hard to express to her that I love her. Because we don't show affections since so long ago. So most of the time actions does all it needs to do. I think she kinda knows.........

Then i head out to meet Annie, Zhen Hui and Ashley at Great World City for sushi dinner. Wow that Zhen Hui... She looks super different from our Primary Sch times... ZHEN HUI IS SLIM DAOOOOO!!!!! (u know that kind the Malaysian's exaggerated tone to describe something) I feel like a giant besides her. I am able to crush her with only my index fingers... Is like any slightest movement can blow her away. But i think she's pretty. =)

Silly Ashley.. I had a shocked when i saw this pic. Like something phenomenon... The seat besides her is mine. I thought why i never show up in the pic! Yea she took this pic while they were waiting for me to arrive for dinner. holy sh*t! LOL

That's Annie and me.

Zhen Hui and Ashley when we were at Clarke Quay TCC.

Then Ashley realised we had had this expressions for few other pics that we took before...

Like this when we are in Thailand. 

And on Tuk-Tuk.

We're cute. hahaha...

Anyway, we ran home before the clock strikes 12am so we don't get into any foam party.

So Yuwen sent me a sms greeting from KL. I think i bombarded her enough to make her reply me a sms. hahaha! Cos i thought she's coming home on Christmas Eve ma. She says she's coming back on Christmas instead. 

My manager is a very funny guy. He's recently making me laugh with whatever his comments are. 

That day in msn, i'm in office and he's at our Sun Plaza Roadshow, 

Me: i think got one cockroach died under Exiga.

Alan: yea, saw it struggling yesterday... Ask me to help.... but i say my salesgirl dun allow leh... paiseh...

Me: HAHA

Then i was doing maths on my customer's new car sales draft. My final figure was not tally and it was short of $2.

Me: dunno where the $2 go...

Alan: you take and go buy rice right?

Me: HAHAHA

And i sent him a sms just now.

Me: Merry Christmas ah my manager! Lol...........

Alan: Trying to b funny huh... merry xmas....... salesgirl..

Me: hahaha

Okay la, maybe i'm retard. But Alan is like a brother and a father to Walter and me. He would nag at us, shield us when we created troubles and play with us. It's nice.

Why is it always have to be a special occasion to act as an excuse to talk to someone you like???????? I did cos the last time we spoke was like half a year ago. The "send" button seemed to be the hardest button to push but well, the response is positive. But nothing else. A little happiness... I'll have a warmth and Merry christmas. =DDD

Oh yea, received a sms from lady boss, that we don't have to work on Christmas! I think they're trying to be nice but i guess they always fail on me. lol. Anyway,

MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY 2009! Best Wishes! :)

Juz Random

When you are not interested in someone, don't allow them to hope. Restrain and keep it to yourself cos honestly, no one cares. It's not easy like making pancakes as compared to how the person feels in the end. Sometimes you end up getting more unwanted attentions. Am i right?

Spoiler for my night. Well, i'll just ignore whatever the intentions are. I don't know how long can i take it. But i know i have a very good patience level.

Yuwen went to Malaysia since a few days ago. I think her somebody's kid's birthday celebration?? i couldn't remember what's the occasion she told me despite i had already asked her several times. My habit. Anyway, kinda miss her. Although she's normally online all the while so i could have someone to talk to, but she's always busy watching videos and her replies are so slow. BAD YUWEN. See you back unscathed... lol.

Christmas soon yea. I'm having no plans, like usual. Still need to work, like wth right? I think probably i'm staying home reading. Yea, the Twilight books. I'm able to finish one book in less than a week's time. Told you it's addicting. *winks*

How about christmas presents for my 2 cute colleagues? Kopi for Walter and Kopi-O for Alan. lollll.... They seriously can't live a day without that.

Twilight

Robert Pattinson is handsome in a very different kind of way; the vampire way. lol

My favourite scene is when he gets close to Bella and says "i'm just wanna try one thing, keep still." and he proceeds to kiss the girl. OHHH SO SWEET! *melts*

I think Twilight has got some kind of spell cos it makes ppl addicted to the movie. I'm gonna watch the movie again. Twilight 2 will be showing next November. 

I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!

WTH

I can kill an ant today. I can also kill a cockroach......................... ONE DAY!

GROSS.

If i can bear with such small matter today, one day i'll be a great one. Step over me all you want now cos i'll only be stronger. Suddenly i recall something i wanted to do when i was much younger. I dread to be a boss myself and treat all my workers super duper good and they likes me and be good to me too. Cos I'm such a nice girl i just wants to be good to everybody. But sometimes it's tough. People make you dislike them. People takes advantage of you. And there're so many of such people around you. Something must be wrong in their mind. What's good to you when you won something but it doesn't comes with glory? To show people you are a winner in arguments? I learnt - Winning doesn't mean you are right.

Never been so brave before. I did it wrongly i admitted it and i paid a price. Price which worth about 15 pieces of sushi. LOL. Cold benches but who cares. I never cry today. 

Life is not easy, so many things. 

What Used to Be What Used to Be

I saw his car i heard his engine, but i never see him in person.

I will be dwelling in what used to bes..... for a few days then i'll forget about it. This is when having a bad memory serves a person well.... Well.........

It's been long since i updated. Anyway, i'm now officially under proper employment scheme. So i need to contribute CPF. Under the bobian act, i have to comply. Because i still prefer to stay in Apricar, i don't wish to go other places yet. hahaha

Initially, I'm against the going of CPF contribution cos i think it's useless for me. In future, whatever i purchase i would prefer to do it full cash. CASH, NO KIAM. Means All Cash, not even a cent less. Another thing is unless you are able to live til you are 65 years old, then you are able to take your CPF out. I look at my life line on my right palm, it shows i don't live a long life. LOL... Now, nvm, just have to accept it......

Yes i'm very concern about the money. If i contribute CPF, my take home pay will be lesser by 20%. Which is quite alot. I can give that amount to my mum! But if i were to die before i can take out my CPF, then my spouse will be entitled half the amount and the rest equally to my kids.... That's if i am married and have kids at that time. haiz.....

Don't say already... My cousin's Wedding Dinner on the end of this month. I have not attended any wedding dinner for the past few years and now i have totally nothing to wear. Kepala Sakit means headache. hahaha........ I'm going out to meet my mum soon. It's my lovely off day today!