My Rusty in my Dream

I had a same dream at least 5 times i swear. It was about me forgetting to feed Rusty and in my dream, i am about to prepare his food while he was waiting patiently besides me.

I feel so sad about this dream. I regret why i did not treat him perfectly in the past. I remember i did forget to feed him twice or trice before. Sometimes when i'm out until late night, my brother was lazy to feed him, my sis simply don't care. Sometimes if my mum's at home she would feed him but Rusty won't eat because i'm not home. He would then hide under the living room's sofa and wait for me. Then when i came home, he'd became so happy that he jumped, ran and bark! Then we go to the kitchen together, i sit besides him while he finish up his food, sometimes i need to coax and hand feed him like a baby. What a sweet dog right..... I have many tales of him i think i can write them into a book.

My mum says maybe he died, that's why i kept dreaming about him in this way... T______T

HAIZ......... I MISS RUSTY VERY MUCH.