Happy Birthday to The Cleverest Guy; 29th April

Topic was referring to an inside joke. =)

Hikes! We were being invited to Aranda chalet for the past 2 nights. Organised by Starmotor, Brem's company, which is my neighbour company. It was a sudden event, and the event was fun. It was also an event to celebrate Jeremy's, who is Brem's brother's, birthday. We are all very friendly and cute people. hahaha!

I must say we really enjoyed ourselves with all the yummy foods and friendly people. I gambled and lost 10 over dollars from Dai Dee. We did group chit chatting in the room which was so so funny. Jeremy also showed me several card tricks that fooled me blur like Sotong. Everyone who was looking laughed hard. haha... We too bbq foods and played around like monkeys. The other guys played Mahjong. We are like Aprikon vs. Starmotor.

For whoever's info, "Aprikon" have members from Apricar (Jeffrey & Walter) and Hock Kon Trading (Yang, Roland and me). LOL

Roland also tried to teach me how to pop a champagne but we both failed. The cork wasn't tight enough and it couldn't be popped. Ay.... So lousy........ -___-"

Someone also did suggested visiting Changi Village to see Ah Guas (Trans) at night. Something the guys told me about it for months but they never brought me there. Got me so excited for nothing in the end. But on first night of the chalet, everyone got too carried away and we all went home dead beat. On second night, Jeffrey brought me to Changi Village before he sent me home. BUT I DON'T EVEN SEE HALF AN AH GUA! That's very sad and disappointing. Some say there's no longer Ah Gua there. =( Nvm, there will be another chance...

AH! Almost there.. I'm having free sauna everyday. How about you?

Finally it's my off day tomorrow, gonna sleep til late afternoon. One of my favorite thing to do... lol

GOOD NIGHT, SWEET DREAMS!

Nobody Said It Was Easy

Suddenly, i feel that going into a relationship wasn't that easy, after all.

Hmmm... I should say getting and being in a relationship is 2 different issue. Anyway...........................

First, you need all the physical attractions which is pretty easy. Doesn't mean you have to be very good looking. Then the eye searching game. You knew he/she was looking, and yet pretending not to. You peeped, got caught looking and you pretend you're not. Third, that's the most annoying; Mind guessing game. So many doubts, so mind confusing. You see signs showing that they're interested. The next moment, they are ignoring you.

Little things they did makes you feel on cloud nine. Little things they did can get you so upset. It's so sensitive. Mood swinging sessions, and very emotional.

After some time, you felt you had enough, you got tired, you thought of giving up and moving on. You know it's not easy, stayed clinging on to all emotions. Because the feelings you felt during the process are excitement, happiness, nervousness, including upset and worries etc. But human beings, I don't understand why, just likes to be involved in this kind of emotional game.

I think probably we watched too much television shows. The message that went across our minds are not so right.

Is it possible, to stay single throughout one's life, just flirt a little at times, that no commitment or responsibility to another person is required. You can. But i believe some part of you would still like to do settling down with someone who loves you, very much.

I emo suddenly tonight. Very tired. I go have a run on my tread mill, wash up and have a good night sleep. Good night.

Happy 23rd April

My sis' turn to be Happy Birthday!!!

She's 21 already. Shhhh.......................................... hahaha!!
But i think she's not very happy this year. Hmmm..... Guys~ Sigh.....
But don't worry, still have me!

Hmm.... hmmm..............

Happy 23rd April!!!!!!!
TO TERESA CHAN MALI CHAN~~

Happy 20th April

I'm 19 year old today!

Colleagues were so nice. 1st thing in the morning when they saw me walking towards the office, both Walter and Yang shouted "Happy Birthday!!!" across. Made me so happy i clapped on the spot.

I ordered KFC. The guys even went out to get me a cake secretly. So thoughtful. I loveeeeee!!!!!!

I see Alvin don't really appreciate anything from me. Ask him to eat cake, he ignores me. Ask him eat KFC, he looks at the pieces of chickens and shook his head. When he talks to me he don't even look me in my eyes. That's very very rude... Sigh.... How did the relationship between us turn out like this? He used to treat me very nice in the beginning. Now it's like so shitty. But it's ok. Why get upset over him? I just think it's a pity. I don't like him anyway, lol

When i got home, my Mummy cooked Mian Xian for me! Eating Mian Xian is a traditional way that says to live life longer. The soup with Fu Zhou Fishball is so yummy! My mum is a very good cook. There was also a cake. My Mum and siblings sang me a birthday song tonight. Made me so touched and happy. YAY!!!


HAPPY 20TH APRIL TO ME!!!

THANKS TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!! =DDDD

Update Wish List + Wants

Saw this shop located in quite a deserted part of Vivo City. It's Paddock Line, the store that sells official merchandise for motorsports. Paddock Line is located at Vivo City, #01-18. So there goes my item #13. =D

1. New ear phone for MP3 player
2. Change new handphone
3. Hop onto Singapore Flyer
4. Watch Formula One on 28th September LIVE
5. Driving License
6. Civic Type R/Golf GTI
7. New desktop computer
8. Go Scuba Diving
9. Taiwan/Thailand
10. The feeling of striking 4D/TOTO
11. Pet dog/cat
12. MP3 player
13. Vodafone McLaren Mercedes shirt and cap

Nissan GT-R

--------- Yesterday Evening-----------

Bren: Want to see GT-R? (Pointing from a car magazine)
Me: Sure!
Bren: Ok, I get one for you to see tomorrow.
Me: *laughs* Ok.... (thinking: this guy loves to joke)


------------Today morning-------------

Bren: AGNES~~~
Me: Yes?
Bren: Want to see GT-R?
Me: Sure! Where?
Bren: Neh... (Points towards his showroom, 3rd car off the 1st row)
Me: Whoa!!!!!

I asked if i could view the car. Bren then ordered his salesman to get the key for me. As i was a little shy and i was alone (as in I'm the only one who is viewing the car), I felt uncomfortable when the guys are looking at me and my actions so i got off the car after a little while. I didn't managed to have a good look at the car. But so what!! I sat on and molested it!!! hahahaha

By the way, Bren is the boss of my neighbour company. I think his name is spelled this way. Anyway, he's a funny guy with a very cute baby boy's face. Really very cute looking guy. I like him as a big brother. Ok, enough introduction about him. He's also the 1st person to wish me Happy Birthday. Because on the actual day of my birthday, I'll be suffering at Jurong Pasar Malam. lol... But it's ok, I've already accepted the fact. But I will still complain!!! But who knows, things might not be that bad afterall. Shall see it myself tomorrow....

Ay....... So happy. One uncle, named Ah Cheng, gave me his son's second hand Creative mp3 player and a sum of cash so i can buy some food and treat everyone to eat on Sunday. He is so good right!!! But I'll be away for roadshow so I guess I'll keep the money and do it after I got back to AML. Another Uncle, we call him Cai Shen (God of Wealth), gave me a red packet. =p

I'm so fortunate. Felt "rich" today. I think I'm contented.

By the way, that Creative mp3 player can be thrown onto the wall. It's faulty. That's why his son didn't want it anymore. But Ah Cheng don't know that much so he gave it to me. However, I'm still very happy.

Good Night!

Don't Worry, Be Happy. =DDD

DANG!

Just received a very bad news. There's a Roadshow going on at Jurong Street 72, organised by Turf City Branch. It's a pasar malam! Zach and I am going! -_____________-

Day 19th - 28th April. One day before my 19th birthday. SO SHIT LA!!!!!!!

I was ready to order KFC and my other neighbour colleagues had said that they are going to buy food to celebrate for me on Sunday. I was feeling very happy and excited. But this stupid thing spoils my mood way down now.


I HATE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wish List + Wants

1. New ear phone for MP3 player
2. Change new handphone
3. Hop onto Singapore Flyer
4. Watch Formula One on 28th September LIVE
5. Driving License
6. Civic Type R/Golf GTI
7. New desktop computer
8. Go Scuba Diving
9. Taiwan/Thailand
10. The feeling of striking 4D/TOTO
11. Pet dog/cat

That's all, the urges i have for now.

hahaha

I Think I Need to Brush Up My Aiming Skill

I was washing my hands in my office today. After washing, I used tissue papers to dry my hands. I then went out of the office and try to aim my piece of used tissued into the bin. Yea, I failed. That piece of tissue fell about 8cm next to the bin. So I was thinking, "I don't want to dirty my hand again by picking up the tissue."

So, I slip out my shoe from my foot and used my toes to pick up the tissue and then dump it into the bin. I WAS BEING CAUGHT RED-HANDED BY YANG! (As the bins was only outside my office, which my office's door was a see-through glass door)

He started laughing and said "Wa lau eh... You should've use your hands la!!!!!" That kind of laugh expressed that he couldn't believe what I actually did. He was laughing away and explaining the whole incident to Roland and Zach... -___-"

I started laughing too. My actual intention was not to dirty my hands after I've just washed it. But he thought I was plain lazy to bent down that I resort to use my toes to do the dirty job. OMG. I'm not such a lazy person please. I think I am going to explain myself to them. I had no chance to explain myself immediately because I was laughing so hard that I couldn't speak a word. So idiotic la. Just a stupid piece of tissue, why did it wanna destroy my very nice nice image.......

By the way, my colleague strike 4D today. $10k!!! Such easy fortune. When will it be my turn? =p

There's an Opportunity Today

As i looked upon the sky, it was drizzling and it's getting dark. I was hoping for the rain to get heavier and it really happened. So I'm stuck in my office and I couldn't go home because my bus stop was some distance away. There was only me. The rest had left because all of them had their own transportation.

I walked up and down, in a very slow but anxious pace, numerously. Searching for some attention. I guess I got them. Finally, the rain stopped around 7.30pm. I picked up my handbag, made sure i had shut down everything and left the place.

Heaven.... Don't play me. Time is running out. I think you got the wrong day and wrong timing.

hahahah

Wednesday

A day for my mind to relax. But I did some thinking. Relaxing. Without anyone to irritate me. My brother will start working tomorrow. Finally........

Didn't managed to secure COE for my customer today. Damn COE why goes up so high. Was thinking to quit after i settle this last case. But now it seems to have to be dragged. Problems will be surfacing soon. Customer's used car and the new car price might be adjusted so and so.... Feel like throwing everything and run away. haha... But it's been 8 months. It's no wonder the strong attachment for the place.... Do you know?

Away from work is relaxing. But after having to work again tomorrow, all emotions and attachment will be back. What if i just do a call and says "I'm quitting, not going for work tomorrow." ?


=p

Trance 2

Let me see if I'm able to write something when my mind is in blanks now.....

I can't think much.

1) I received compliments.
2) I realised who are the bad men around me. All men are bad plus tiko. hahaha. ok la, not all, but MOST.
3) It's my off day tomorrow.
3) No idea what to do tomorrow. Guess it'll be my 5th consecutive stay-home-off-day.
4) I still have not bath at this time. Oops!

Sigh.........

.Stay Clear.
.Stay Clear.
.Stay Clear.

.Go Ahead.
.Go Ahead.
.Go Ahead.

Don't know to be happy or sad. Laugh or Cry. wahahaha ARGH

想; 梦; 见

前晚想你了
昨晚想你, 梦见你了
今天想你, 见到你了
明天再见你，想你，梦见你

Slackeroo

5th day. Back to normal and even stronger and better! However, can't be so sure. Is everything just a play? Or are there some sure reasons all over behind?

Have been looking for new jobs now. Feel like working with animals again. I'm not interested in retail. Can't imagine myself doing retail sales......... Car rental seems a little interesting. It's related to automotive again! Even though I'm deciding to quit my current job, i still want to be in that industry. My current working environment had made me slack too much that i cant flip myself back. Very bad. Wasted too much time and life i know. But i still did.

My manager says "I'm useless being here" in front of all my colleagues and i couldn't help myself to agree more because it's a fact, i know it and you know it. I was nodding my head as he was going on with his criticizing. I know his intention of trying to humiliate me in front of all others in order to motivate me to work again but no...... I don't take that. He is very bad right? hahaha... I'm very fine, no worries. I guess a change of environment, new job and new people, i will be bucking up and working hard again.

If really need be, I will quit my current job without having a new job first. A break would be good. Dreaded for it. So sick, gonna leave all the nice people behind. Sigh...........

Been very indecisive with all these all along. Some things i can't let go but yet i wanna throw everything away. ARGH!

GOOD NIGHT! AND SWEET DREAMS TO ME!!!!!

Oh yea, Jacky gave me a pearl which is being dug out of a clam. Was wondering if it worth any money? It's metallic purple in colour and a shape of a hen's egg. Size is only slightly smaller than a green pea. So nice, I'll keep it. HEHE...

OKOKKK.... GOOD NIGHT!!!

April Fools' Day

Had a thrill-filled April Fool's Day.

We now had a pet bird at work. Jeffrey is the little bird's "mother" and he bought live worms for the bird. For the whole of the day the guys keep frightening me with those wriggly worms and they laugh and laugh. hahaha... But it's so disgusting la. *puke*

该放弃则放弃
有时候遗憾也是一种美丽

But, it's always, always so hard !