Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Nightmares

I woke up with a missing right palm, in sight was my bloody white bone showing from my wrist onwards. Tears flows, in my mind was thoughts like i could no longer write with a right hand, nor hold a pair of chopsticks. Worse of all, wherever i go, people will be staring at me as if I'm an alien. I cried so hard.

Next comes a Tsunami. I was the first to reached home but for some unknown reasons, i couldn't bring my mum to run with me, she lied on the bed as if she had already submitted to the coming waves. I told her i love her and left. I cried so hard.

From a tall tower, which wide windows were present and no gaps were allowed for inflowing sea water, i could see the level of sea water surrounding the tower inches at a time. Almost, before the waves took victory over the town, I took a deep breath and jumped out of a window into the furious sea. I dare not open my eyes as i was sinking and my legs didn't touched a thing to kick so i would surface for another breath. As i lose conscious, i woke up to a room where i saw my mum lying on a bed, sleeping peacefully. I'm happy she's alive.

Just then, i saw my grandmother turning her back and was leaving the place. I missed her so much i don't know if I'm gonna lose her again. I ran up to the gate and shout "BYE BYE AH MA..." I CRIED SO HARD.


*In the dream, my brother was the one who chopped my hand and threw it, i found it in the bin. I forgot the reason he said why he did it.

I woke up and quickly check my right hand, realising it's still there, but numbed. No wonder i do not feel any physical pain in my dream...